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With
her breakthrough "Heads Carolina, Tails
California" and follow-up Top 5 smash
"We're Not In Kansas Anymore," the copper-haired firebrand soared into the role
of next superstar; but
the dissolution of her management company and other circumstances conspired to
undermine the
ground she'd gained and Messina eventually found herself teetering on the brink
of bankruptcy.
"It's
all life -- and you can't take anything for granted," Messina says
philosophically. "All you can do is keep
working, keep believing and be grateful that you can use those trials to put
back into the music."
Working closely with her good friends and co-producers Byron Gallimore and Tim
McGraw, Messina spent
nearly two years seeking out songs that reflected her will to live and thrive,
to be true to oneself --and
the faith and commitment required to see one's dreams through.
"These songs are very survival-oriented," says the two-time CMA Award nominee
and winner of the
Horizon Award in 1999, addressing the ten songs on I'm Alright. "As I
sing 'em and as people hear 'em, it's a
strength thing that you hear in my music. When I hear these songs, they actually
change my mood --when
I'm down, I listen to 'I'm Alright' and the energy just lifts me up, then the
lyric carries me along.
"To
me, the songs have to say something I can relate to or would actually say. I
have to be able to represent it
and I have to be able to feel it. Otherwise, I'm not doing myself or the song
any justice."
Messina knows what she speaks of. Her energy, passion and joy for living infuse
songs she sings with a power
and an infectiousness that's undeniable. When people hear her full-throttle
commitment to the music she
makes, they can't help but respond. As a result she's spent over 10% of the past
year sitting at #1 on the
charts with I'm Alright's first two singles: two weeks with "Bye, Bye,"
then three weeks with "I'm Alright."
And
those two chart-toppers are merely the surface of an album that's both complex
and comforting.
Whether it's the resigned heartbreak - into - action - into - healing of
Messina's own "No Time For Tears," or
freewheeling on Grammy-winner Marc Cohn's paean to automotive nirvana "Silver
Thunderbird" or the
hushed real life commentary of "Even God Must Get The Blues," Messina weaves the
conversational
intimacy normally reserved for old friends.
"Hey,
I like people," she laughs. "My character is to give... It's not about being a
success in the music
business, it's about doing for others and giving of one's self. When I'm out
there and people say my songs touch
them, help them, maybe change their life, that's why I do it! It gives the music
a purpose and me a
reason for doing this.
"My
Mom's the same way. So you could say I get it from her."
Raised largely by a single mother in Holliston, Massachusetts, Messina learned
early about working hard as a
means to making one's way in the world. When she was 12, Messina discovered
country music --Alabama, the Judds, Janie Fricke, Deborah Allen, Reba -- through some kids at
school and her course was set.
"I've
always been a very passionate emotional person," she concedes, "and that's what
country music was. I could
relate a lot better to 'Leavin' On Your Mind' than I could to 'Hit Me With Your
Best Shot,' because it was
more about how people live their lives.
"To
me, that's what it's about; getting out there and living life."
Once
music resonated inside Messina, there was no looking back. She put together a
band as a teenager and began
playing around. Ever the aggressive businesswoman, she tackled all the support
duties: booking,
managing, publicizing, everything except driving to the gigs, something even the
most industrious 14-yearold can't
do.
When
she graduated from high school, Nashville was a foregone conclusion. Messina
struck out for Music City,
knowing no one and determined to make her mark on country music. Like so many
hopefuls, initial
success was elusive, so Messina took to looking for breaks and picking up money
singing in the various
talent contests that draw the aspiring and the delusional.
"I
was hanging out at the Pink Elephant, where they had these talent contests where
you could win money - - and
I needed money," Messina recalls fondly. "So, I won the Grand Prize and part of
the deal was getting to
sing on this live radio show broadcast from Kentucky."
"I
went up there and did pretty well, so they made me a regular. I was singing on
the show one night, when hey
told me I had a phone call. This guy says he's a producer and he wants to get
together. It's December 19th
and I'm going home the next day, because I'd missed Christmas with my family the
year before and it about
killed me, so I really wasn't in the mood for the runaround again."
"I
was thinking, 'Oh, great, now I gotta go meet with this guy!' He starts in with
'You got a little Dolly in your
voice, and a little Reba.' He's running down all his plans: make a demo, shop it
to a couple labels, maybe
do a showcase. Finally, I said, 'Hey! That's great... but I don't have any
money,' figuring that would be
the end of it, because it's always about that."
"He
looked at me like I was nuts! He said, 'I don't want your money...' and we went
down in the basement of
this publishing company he was with and actually put some stuff on tape."
That
producer was Byron Gallimore, who was also developing a young maverick named Tim
McGraw.
Though Jo Dee was the first one Gallimore got signed, her initial recording
de-railed during a management shift
at the label.
"Just
about every label in Nashville offered us a deal," Messina recounts, "but by the
time my deal fell
apart, they'd all signed women and the slot was full."
While
Messina struggled to recover her equilibrium, McGraw's star took off. At the
height of his initial
explosion, Messina went to Fan Fair as her dear friend's guest -- and met Curb
A&R exec Phil Gernhard
backstage. "I was thinking y'all need a redhead on your label," she announced
cheekily.
The
folks at Curb agreed. Before long, Messina was in the studio with Gallimore and
McGraw coproducing her
debut album. It came out of the chute hotter than Georgia asphalt -- and a star
was seemingly born.
Though circumstances conspired against her, a few things remained constant. Not
only was Messina's love of
music an anchoring passion, her sense of self maintained her during the dark
months that lay between the end
of supporting Jo Dee Messina and the release of "Bye, Bye."
"I
lived in the same house my whole life, so I'm very strong-rooted," Messina
explains. "I grew up in a small
town where everyone knows everyone, so you never lose sight of who or where you
are. It was very hard
to leave that when I came to Nashville, but then you realize growing up like
that, you always remain that
person."
Knowing who you are, what you want, what's important can ground a person in the
stormiest waters. For JoDee
Messina, it allowed her to wait until she found the songs she believed in -- and
offered her the
confidence to stay true to her heart.
"I
think these songs are very basic," Messina says with a knowing smile. "I look
for the simplest songs in a lot
of ways, because it's the simplest things that people relate to. And music is,
ultimately, about
connecting."
From
the sweepingly resolved ballad "Stand Beside Me," with its realization that
relationships are about
respect to the hushed vulnerability of "Because You Love Me" to a feisty romp
through Dottie West's
signature song, "Lesson In Leavin'," Messina brings a sparkle and a strength to
songs that offer women a
realistic path through the world.
"I
never know if a song is a hit," she acknowledges, "all I know is if I love it.
When I heard 'Bye, Bye,' that song
hit me. It is the same when I write. I don't know if the song 'No Time For
Tears' is a hit. But it has a
groove and melody that was in my head that I had to sit down and write." "That
song was exactly what I was feeling. And that's what I like songs to do, hone in
on my heart and go from
there."
"Look
at 'Even God Must Get The Blues.' Because I went two years between records, I
got to try a lot of songs
out on the road, and people would come up to me and say, 'I need that song. You
have to record it.'
There
aren't very many ballads that rip my heart out and lay it right there in front
of me... But I figure if
you're gonna do a ballad, it better be one that goes that distance."
When
Jo Dee starts talking about her music, her already strong verbal skills kick
into overdrive. Every song is
important every influence integral. She has a strong commitment not only to her
records, but to the
people she makes them for.
"Look
at Dottie West. Tim and I both saw the TV movie of her life and he thought
'Lesson In Leavin' was a
perfect fit. But to me, she was just untouchable, because how do you fill those
shoes? I figured I couldn't copy
it, but rather do a tribute -- after all, what better tribute than to someone
who was such a survivor?
Someone who gave so much to others?"
"And
that's how we attacked it."
Surviving is a pretty bottom-line thing for Messina. But her strength, grace and
laughter makes even the
rudimentary things soar. And when she wraps her voice -- all raw emotion, funky
promise and a hint of
cayenne and honey -- around direct statements of real life, she can't help but
connect.
I'm Alright, indeed. For Jo Dee
Messina, alright would be a bad day. No, for the Boston-bred redhead, most days
are diamonds that sparkle in the sun and lift us up to a happier place. Just
listen to the resilience, the
spring, the easy-come, easy-go spirit that infuses her songs and feel the cares
melt away.
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